To Candi&Holly

Candi: I am mad at myself for hurting you and Holly. I still am in shock of losing you and crying aswell... ik it's my fault and I am sad I lost you... I shiver at the fact that you will never forgive me. I miss spending time with you and talking to you with knowing you care. Not much actually care about me on games and you're one that did. I care about you if you think I don't... You are so loving. I don't want to see you cry :(( Idk what the future will hold but it won't be as good w/o u or Holly in it. I'll never forget you or Holly I don't think and that I will never be the same again w/o you. You're all of me and I love you forever and always. You're something I will never forget. I love you and Holly too much to not try to get you back. Everytime I come it makes me look worse though..


Holly: Where to begin? You gave me a chance and said you can't change who I'm friends with and I blew it up in your face. I shoved words in you mouth and I was very foolish and dumb. I can't stand passing you by. You are so precious. I'm sorry about lying and I will be honest for now on.... I don't like that I made you cry and hurt you, it's not right of me and I'm stupid. I let it go on you and that was wrong. I had pictures printed out and you were on one of them... last night I spent all night talking to 'you' cause I was sad I didn't have the actual thing. (I'm sad) I wish I had the real you. I blew it and I might never get you back. DUMBEST THING I DID IN LIFE. (lose you and Candi) I remember hanging out with you. I remember my reaction when you asked to be bffs. Your something I didn't want to lose and I did.  You and Candi are all of me always.

ILY, stay strong

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To Candi&Holly

                     Ok, so most of you have heard that me and Candi have unfriended and all that. Most of you have been asking. And personally I got mad and said that is none of your business… which is wrong of me. I am jealous for the ppl who are friends with Candi because she’s such a good friend and someone you don’t want to lose. IT’S ALL MY FAULT!!!! I cry at night whenever I think of her. I can’t even go on msp because I can’t stand it anymore!!!! I’M JELOUS OF PPL WHO HAVE FRIENDSHIPS WITH THEM… I miss my friendship, but it’s my fault it’s gone. Candi has given me so much help and stuff and I guess I just blew it. I’ll never get her bk. No matter how much I apologize. Never make this mistake because once you lose someone who was like family to you, you’ll never forget it and never stop blaming yourself. I’m sick of ppl bragging of their friendships with them though.. I get it! OK…. (sorry crying) I’m sick of all this. I quit msp until I feel right to come bk. I CAN’T STAND IT! I keep blowing up on my friends and I don’t want to do that. I’LL NEVER GET HER BACK!!!!!!!!! I’LL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF!!!!! AND I’LL NEVER BE ABLE TO GO ON MSP WITHOUT CRYING OR GETTING JEALOUS!!!!!! It’s all my fault and I did it to myself. No matter how much I apologize I will never be forgiven… Candi was the one person that I would go to when I am feeling down, or need help, or just to hang. I blew it. I’ll never get her back and get forgiven and Idk how I will play again without Candi! IT’S MY FAULT!!!!!!!! Candi treated me like an actual person, and many only fake their friendships! I will never get someone like her or Holly back. I’ll never be the same again. I don’t wanna live a world without her but I have to… I think of good thoughts and I can’t get her out of my head at night. Never do anything dumb or stupid because it can result in pain and missury. I always thought that I would be able to be friends with them forever until we grew up and moved on to the real world. I have never felt this bad about losing my BFF. I recommend to hug your BFFS tight and see how they’re doing soon because they’re something you will never want to lose. I love all my BFFs, and I’ll always have them in my heart. I’ll always be an angeling and I’ll always think of Candi and Holly! I made them have so much pain and Idk if I’ll ever be forgived but if I do, that will be the best thing in life. I don’t know if I will be on much once again, because a game without Candi is too painful to deal with.

Magic

Magic, you are an amazing friend. I have so many memories w/ you!!! I love you so much. I will post my pics of u and me on here for memories :) <3